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[23 Dec 2007|11:58pm]
i'm moving far away, for a long time. everything is so boring here.

late night [23 Dec 2007|02:53am]
i'm slightly dissatisfied with the way things are, while at the same time, i am as satisfied as i could be. it is strange that for the first time in a very long time, i am actually being strong and thinking for myself. it feels good to think about what's good for me every once in a while, instead of worrying about someone else. sometimes i get silly, and these silly things make me happy. silly crushes make me happy too. but it's whatever, right, it's whatever.
mmmmmmmmmm,will always love the beatles, ryan gosling movies, and goofy episodes of boy meets world late at night.
the universe is starting to straighten things out to my eyes.

[11 Nov 2007|11:51pm]
i just don't know what to do.
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livejournal? [04 Nov 2007|12:38am]
I haven't had any type of contact with this website in so long. Oh my god. And I'm going kind of crazy looking at all of the MK&A picture posts...

Jon's been gone for so long, it seems like. If you don't know where he is, it's really none of your concern, but if I actually know you, you can ask me and I'll let you know. Good thing he's coming back on the 14th. Living without him reminds me of my single life before I was dating him...I wonder why. It's really pretty lonely. It's not that I don't have fun, it just simply gets so damn lonely sometimes. I'm surviving and the boy's about to come home anyway.

College life is actually treating me better than it was starting to at the beginning. To some extent, I kind of like arguing with the boys at work who hate John Lennon and will do anything to come up with some sort of criticism about him. I always win.

I'm about to finish a painting I started a few weeks ago, and it's looking so damn good. I'm so proud of myself. I'm also starting to play Hendrix songs and I can't forget the fact that I'm learning about LSD in my Sixties class. Life after high school is so crazy; you either go downhill or actually succeed. The thought of a life other than the one I led in high school sadly never really hit me, for some reason. You think these people/things/places are never going to leave you alone until they're gone and really, you can't be happier, other than to miss certain individuals...

God nostalgia and happiness always seem to come hand in hand. You can't start missing the past, without wanting it back, until you're content with the present. I love The Beatles and Jon Norman and this weather and so many other things, and it makes me smile just to love love love.

Seriously, I'll be surprised if anyone actually reads this.

10 things fer 10 ppl [09 Nov 2006|09:35pm]
because i'm grounded right now...

-i love you more than i've ever loved anyone before. i can't compare my love to you with any other person because it's so different and distinct and amazing. i love that we are each other's best friends, and everything else for that matter. i know i get crazy sometimes but i know that you'll never look down on me for that, and support me in everyway you can until i feel better and am confident again. i'm sorry for the times that i'm ignorant and whiny. but when i think about it, it really doesn't matter because all of those times are overpowered by all the good times we've spent together and continue to spend everyday. and even though you upset me or frustrate me too, you know i'm ready to forgive you in a second. that's because i love you. and no matter whatever happens to us in the future, i will always love you like i do right now.

-you've been my best friend since the only english word i knew how to say was "hello". and the only spanish words you could say were "lapiz" & "papel". you know who you are. we've had so many conversations about how we're each other's "friend soulmates", and i have no doubt that it's true. i'm gonna make this as cheesy as possible because i know how much you love dramatic cheesiness. oh man, luci. although it's sad to admit that the 3fm is over, i'm glad that we're still strong. we've been through so much, it's ridiculous. i love you ;)

-you are my fello-celebrity best friend. we've known our futures since we were born, basically. it's awesome that we believe in ourselves so much, nothing or no one can stop us from knowing that we will make it out there, with kenny and everyone. don't let bad times bring you down, i know you well and i know you have too much of a strong spirit to let idiots bring you down. and i'm sorry for the times i may not spend time with you but i do love you. really.

-i don't really understand you. i like you sometimes and sometimes i don't and it's really weird how i switch back and forth from one to the other. sometimes i wish you'd just be real, and not trying to be nice to everyone.

-you're kind of like my brother, i can't really explain how i feel about you but i even feel like you're a girl friend sometimes. i like you a lot, you're fun to hang out with. i like that you always open up to me and i can help you. and i like that we get along well.

-YOU ARE MY HERO AND MY JESUS. you're not even alive, but i love you so much. i want to be like you.

-i miss being your best friend. it's really sad to see you grow apart from us but at the same time, we still get along. we thought we'd live together in a dorm or tourbus hahah, oh man. times change, it's so sad. i miss you a lot right now. but it makes me happy to see you happy.

-this year it seems like you're kind of trying to ignore all your other friends that don't go to your school. maybe i'm wrong though, i know you're busy. i know it's partially my fault too. it sucks because i really do love you and i miss you. best friends since 7th grade and aquaintances since 5th grade. don't let that go dude. come on..friend!

-you have such a funny personality, and you're really honest and genuine. i'll always like you, no matter what you may have done to me, because i get along with you so well. and i don't mean like you in a romantic way, but like you as a person. you have much more going for you than you think.

-all i have to say is squirrel. iiiiiiii loooooove you crazygurl.
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be here now [29 Oct 2006|11:16pm]
"Let good things happen, let the future come into each moment like a rising sun."

[15 Oct 2006|10:56am]

[25 Sep 2006|08:53pm]
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AWESOME! [08 Sep 2006|07:31pm]
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[31 Aug 2006|06:17pm]
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happy birthday craig.

we all wanna change the world [24 Aug 2006|10:43pm]
i miss summer so incredibly bad. but school isn't bad because i barely even feel like i'm there. i love having a boyfriend who finally has a lisence [and mine is coming in 2 1/2 weeks!], and everyday afterschool is awwwesome. willy and i have the potential to be the best band ever, i'm finally gonna be able to hang out with ava starting tomorrow, i got tickets to acl thank goddd, and i love jonathan so much and how close we are and how awesome we are.

yeah life is goood
even though change was weird for a little while there
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[14 Aug 2006|11:21pm]
i'm very lucky to say that i had the best summer, and have the best boyfriend in the world.

[08 Aug 2006|06:33pm]
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[23 Jul 2006|01:41am]
these next 2 1/2 days, until i come home, are gonna be the longest of my life.
so happy it's so close though

i still need to do so many things before school starts. but the first week i'm back, i'll fortunately be busy spending every waking moment with my jon, and no one/nothing else. after that, possibly i'll see people and actually go places.
also, there's gonna be absolutely NO ONE at school next yr. 5 people! not kidding!
but more or less, i guess i;m excited. jsut the fact that i'll have a car and a license, and that i probably won;'t even be involved in dumb highschool things, makes me happy.
see you all sooooon

[12 Jul 2006|09:38pm]
[ mood | homesickkk ]

you know, i want to go home.

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[09 Jul 2006|12:27am]
i've never missed a person so much in my life, to where every single thing reminds me of him. it's crazy. i love him so much, i really do.

i'm in washington. we went to canada for a day, and i saw a black squirrel! i didn't know those existed!
it was cold over here up until yesterday. now it's perfect. 80degree weather. clear blue skies. i forgot how to write in livejournal, i lost my touch. no joke dude.


[29 Jun 2006|11:08pm]
and i have suchhhh nostalgia right now, JESUS CHRIST!
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[29 Jun 2006|10:59pm]
i look at you all
see the love there that's sleeping
while my guitar gently weeeeps

i don't know why nobody told you
how to unfold your love
i don't know how someone controlled you
they bought and sold you

summer 2k6 pt.2 [26 Jun 2006|01:03am]
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[18 Jun 2006|04:55pm]
will you still need me?
will you still feed me?
when i'm sixty-four

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